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LADV143 - PULLEY "​@​#​!​*​" LP REISSUE

by La Agonía de Vivir

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1.
I can feel the pressure coming down from all around So many deadlines to meet Life has gotten crazy again So many people counting on me I keep my nose pressed to the grindstone I find comfort there I work for a living and I get it done I don't have a moment to spare You think you've got me figured out Well there's not really too much more I work for a living and I get it done I'm just another working class whore I put in the overtime on the corporate ladder climb I'm respected inside these walls I make my journey home to watch TV all alone Outside I'm nothing at all So many times I wish I could Make a difference in this world But I work for a living and I get it done I just do as I'm told You think you've got me figured out Well there's not really too much more I work for a living and I get it done I'm just another working class whore Day in day out same old thing I'm a slave to this grind For all the work I do to keep myself ahead I wonder what I leave behind Rent, water, power, phone, insurance to pay On health, life, auto, and home I'll wake up old and I won't fit the mold And I'll be out on my own I'm just another working class whore
2.
Soberbeah 02:17
All the trees they line the yards Suburban homes all in a row screened in porches Swimming pools deluxe electric garage doors And trampolines, parkway where the grass grows Solar panel lighted christmas trees I'm far away from where i wanna be Suddenly appreciates the inside foundations Cracked yeah that we know for sure I'm far away from where i want to be What happens next to be You'll know high rise in the city elevators Up to the hundredth floor doormen with their Whistle blow taxi lights they come and go go Ahead and piss your day away
3.
Pie 03:13
Everyone goes through a little pain Keep watching and follow me the guilt That your going to give to me is never going To leave something new and i don't relate Can't hang around for long a stone unturned Every missing word disillusioned i've become This ain't the way it's supposed to be this Time i think i'll let it lay another day to Drown i'm tired and my patience thin keep Feeding off the bone some say that it's Impossible to stop and smell the rose going Out with a bang next time don't know what i'll Be next year a few hours south and the air is Green maybe something new is there it has to Work this time around or i'll trade it in for Sure everything for me myself and I this time come first
4.
Gone 02:22
I don't plan anything I'm trying to come home Thoughts of you are always on my Mind A runaway from problems, my excuse When I am there You roll over - once again I'm gone It's old, it's plain to see this life of Tragedy Save it for later - that's what we always Said What will that do for us? What will they do for us? What will they do for us now? Tried to paint a picture of the times That we once shared Never seemed to be so concerned The story goes like this... You say I'm almost never there Independence is what you want An arm to hold on, someone to sleep Next to in the night Rolling over - once again I'm gone Look through the backlog, an index Of thoughts This time it won't get to me What will they do for us? What will they do for us? What will they do for us now? I tried to paint a picture of the time We once shared Never seemed to be so concerned (And I don't plan anything I'm never comin' home Thoughts of you are on my mind So I'm never gone...) What will they do for us?
5.
Over it 02:54
I don't want to hear another word You're over it, it seems I don't think you'll mind the end so much It justifies your means All this silence once disturbed me Now there's nothing more to say Unless you speak what's on your mind Go your seperate way Wake me up when it's all over I've got things to do I'd like to get on with my life If it's with or without you And it breaks my heart to see all that we've done Just thrown away And I don't want to live like this today For the last four years I've come to butt my head against this wall For all my troubles I have found I got nowhere at all I try to speak but no one hears A single word I say Desperation seems to grow With every show I play I may be down but I'm not out There's a few rounds left to go Been around this circle enough times I ought to know Life is what you make of it And I'm too tired to play I don't want to live like this today I'm so tired of feeling like I do From waiting to see if we will change All that we thought we'd never be Is what we live today I don't want to live my life this way
6.
Darkside 02:21
I could never do enough for you You took all i could give To leave me outside in the cold Am I supposed to forgive? Go your way and I'll go mine There's nothing left to say I'm better of without some one who would Treat a friend this way Felling sorry for yourself I don't feel sorry for you Search for answers Find no answers I don't feel sorry for you Support your cause I never will Believe a thing you say The taste of dirt inside your mouth It's the dark side you can blame Search to find the answers that were once intelligent Now you find your self all alone with your new friends Felling sorry for yourself I don't feel sorry for you Search for answers Find no answers I don't feel sorry for you The loss of hope The forgotten dreams I'll get over you some day You built this wall around yourself And you pushed us all away There's so many song's that glorify This sickness that decay Standing still while your hanging on I'll get over you someday
7.
Don't tell me life can be unkind How the goals you thought you could Reach you can never find cause it's All work ain't nothing free to bad you Had to learn at the expense of me i'm Tired of the lies i hear why do you feel The need to dismiss your act's of selfishness Why can't you own up to your own greed? Nothing to lose and nothing to gain your Still right where you've always been Nothing ever seems to change nothing to Prove or to be explained you get what you Deserve in the end it's really all the same So much for my trust in you my once long Time friend you've done the damage that you Can do the waste of energy you expend i've Done nothing dishonest to you you lit the Flame that burned this bridge and from all I see and hear the guilt is laying heavy on Your head. think of all the energy you've Wasted trying to get even nothing come from Bringing others down i'm all out of sympathy You took what you could take from me Squander your i'll gotten fortune back
8.
Second Best 01:52
I don't care too much about anything anymore There's no difference between wrong and right I'm tired of livin' life out of spite I don't care too much about anything anymore I've been here for too long It's a change I can't go through You're better off without me, aren't you Aren't you? I have lost my faith in finding humanity For every girl that ever broke my heart For every fucked up friend that played that part I have lost my faith in finding humanity Compassion, isn't enough For all that I've been through You're better off without me, aren't you Aren't you? I've been here for too long It's a change I can't go through You're better off without me, aren't you Aren't you?
9.
Just For Me 02:00
Forget the tears running down my face Everything so unimportant and you say When we understand all our problems will Go away and i'm just trying to keep things Simple know what's it going to take for me To say a few more hours i think we need a Change get back to all the reasons when We've tried to turn the other way response Triggers an image i'm just trying to keep It all together now what's it going to take For me to say i built these walls around My world so no one could get in selfish That's the way i want to be sharing not My thing and definitely won't give I'm keeping all that's left it's just for me
10.
Dog's Life 02:05
My cases sit right in front of me Waiting for someone to take me away Alone I sit my pills are kickin in See I'm a dog And I'm locked in my cage Eyes are red, tounge is hanging out Thirsty as shit I'm still a dog Fleas don't itch I got a bath the other day Before this trip, wonder where we're going Toys are packed see my bed is in My two bowls are somewhere in reach I'll scratch with rage until I find a way To get through this cardboard that sits under me It's cold down here, a bumpy ride My seat's not first class, man's best friend I feel befriended this is a dog's life O.K. we're here, things are okay again A brand new lawn just to welcome me here Scratch my ears and I'll chase down your ball Looks like this new place will be home For now it won't take much to go To sleep after going through all this Wake up tomorrow and we'll do it again Living a dog's life
11.
Sick 02:22
Walk away from the news i just heard With fear born sweat running down my face I never thought the day would come cast Aside another sick son what do i do bleeding Death inside fight for life fight for mine Why is this happening to me please take away This fucking disease hey hey wash away the Pain i don't want to live for another day Hey hey no one hears me i'm all alone inside This agony forget the faith i had before Gotta reach down for some thing more something I deserve something i ignored i don't even Know what i'm fighting for lay me down put Me to sleep i can't feel the pain when i'm Not awake why is this happening to me
12.
Outro 02:03

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-1st press of the reissue (2020):
Limited to 500 copies - 200 orange / 300 black
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-2nd press (2023):
Limited to 500 copies - 200 grey / 300 black

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released June 1, 2020

Originally released in 1999 by Epitaph Records.
© & (p) 1999 Epitaph Records. Under license to La Agonia de Vivir.

Recorded: Motor Studios
Mastered: Oceanview

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La Agonía de Vivir Madrid, Spain

DIY - ANIMAL FRIENDLY - GAY POSITIVE (LGTBIQ+) - PRO FEMINIST - ANTI FASCIST record label / distro since 2005.
Madrid / Spanish state.

La Agonía de Vivir funciona como distribuidora desde el 2005 y como sello desde el 2007.
No responde a ninguna etiqueta musical, solo a lo que dictan mis principios y gustos personales (sí, la Agonía de Vivir es una sola persona).
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