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Shooting
02:59
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I remembered almost nothing
From when I was a kid
That felt strange when others talked about their
Childhood memories
Warm and tender
They remember
Never thought much about it
But now that it is gone
The house that I grew up in
Gave me back my memories
Warm and tender
I remember sweet memories
Long forgotten
What we had
The good and bad
I can see it
The games we used to play
Me and my brothers
The years have past
We grew up fast
Never too far away
And here we are today
Nico is getting married
Eddie's still in school living
With mum and dad
Gerardo's working
Every fucking day
Me and my girlfriend we are
Doing alright
She's got a lot of work so
She's pretty busy
I'm a lousy housewife
I hate doing the dishes
And I miss my brothers
Never too far away from each other
We won't grow apart
Never too far away from each other
Always in my heart
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2. |
Even if time stood still
02:39
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My head feels like an empty shell sometimes and sometimes overcrowded
By thoughts that make no sense
I think I need to slow down
I need to rest my head on this pillow for a couple of hours
When I get up again
I'll take one step at the time
There's just too much I want to do, so many things I'd like to do
and there are things I have to do but I forget to
Even if time stood still
We'd still be running
Trying to achieve something but we don't know what
Even if time stood still
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3. |
I scream
03:04
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Bleed when I'm cut and I cry when I'm hurt
That doesn't mean that I'm unhappy
I smile when I am glad
What's so fucking macho
About not showing emotions?
I ain't no fucking robot
Call me weak but I feel stronger than ever
Pretending to be something we're not
That is weakness
Are you weak?
I scream
When I'm angry
I scream
When I'm pist off
And I scream
When I'm angry I scream
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4. |
Lost
02:51
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You said that there was not much left
To talk about
Nothing left to say
But it seems to me
You're giving up without a fight
Without a struggle
You turn away
You pretend like nothing's wrong
But everything is falling
Lost inside you're mind in a time when everything was fine
So long ago, so long ago it slipped away, it slipped away, you said it wouldn't hurt you
But it was stronger than you
So much stronger than you thought
I find it hard to find the words to make you understand
I reach out my hand
But I get hurt again
You slipped away, you slipped away, is everything lost?
Is everything lost?
Everything is lost
You pretend like nothing's wrong
But everything has fallen
Lost inside you're mind in a time when everything was fine
So long ago, so long ago it slipped away, it slipped away, you said it wouldn't hurt you
But it was stronger than you
So much stronger than you thought
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Sometimes it's hard to keep believing we can make a difference
We feel so small and useless
Like we don't count at all
But we're not powerless, we carry a thought inside our minds
And that's a weapon they can never take away from us
Money can buy anything
Voices sold and silence bought
They own the media
The media controls our minds
Alone we seem so small but together we're stronger than they'll ever be [x2]
We must continue the struggle
We mustn't cave in to their power
Cause living in fear is not living at all
But we're not powerless, we carry a thought inside our minds
And that's a weapon they can never take away from us
Alone we seem so small but together we're stronger than they'll ever be [x2]
We must continue the struggle
We mustn't cave in to their power
Cause living in fear isn't living at all
It's never too late
To break free
It's never too late
To break free, want to brake free
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Fed to us every fucking day
Trough commercials, in magazines, on television
In every fucking movie that I've seen the last few years
Leaving nothing to our imagination, all it leaves is this frustration
A bad taste and a feeling of anger and aggravation
A well thought out configuration to feed us sexism
Don't tell us what we should do with our bodies
Put sex under taboo
Restrain our sexuality
So they can make a profit
Selling sexism to the likes of me and you but I don't want their fucking shit
And one more thing
Fuck you
Fed to us every fucking day
Trough commercials, in magazines, on television
In every fucking movie that I've seen the last few years
A well thought out configuration to feed us sexism
Don't tell us what we should do with our bodies
Give us back our sexuality
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7. |
Start over
02:55
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I see the pain in their eyes
I see no tears but I can
Feel them, why do they pretend not to be hurt?
Lost everything they worked for
Slipped right out of their hands
They keep pretending
They keep on smiling
But I feel it too
The aching in their hearts
The loss of what they loved
Why don't they talk about it and tell each other how they feel?
Why do they fight about it, hurt each other, it's all they have left
Why don't they talk about it, tell each other how they feel?
Left it all behind, lost everything again
Will they get another change?
Are they strong enough to start over
Once more?
I see the pain in their eyes
I see no tears but I can
Feel them, too much responsibilitiy
To give up now they'll start from scratch and work their way back up
They feel they have to
Left it all behind, lost everything again
They'll take another change
Somehow they'll find the strength to start over
Once more
They'll have to start over again
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8. |
Count me out
03:37
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Just another girlband
Fuck that point of view
If you can not relate maybe the problem's you
Feeling insecure and threatened by their songs
It's easier to ridicule than to admit that you are wrong
Compare them to each other, say they sound the same
If you look at your record collection
That excuse is pretty lame
Just another girlband
It's a stupid point of view
Listen to their words and you might
Learn something new
To express your thought or what you feel isn't that what music is about?
If you decide it's not
If you decide it's not please count me out
All your sexist jokes are
No fun at all
And those pinup posters on your rehearsal room walls
It's all a stupid and ignorant
Rock 'n' roll myth
No wonder this business is so full of shit
But it seems the only way they can get through to you
Is to do what so many women before them have had to do
Use the traditional concept
Of their sexual appeal
To spread a message, express their thought or what they feel
To express your thought or what you feel isn't that what music is about?
If you decide it's not
If you decide it's not just count me out
We have so much to learn from each other
So many different people
(We have so much to learn)
So many different thoughts
(We have so much to learn)
So many different people
(We have so much to learn)
So many different thoughts
(We have so much to learn)
So many different people
(So much to learn)
So many different thoughts
(So much to learn)
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9. |
Silent box
02:59
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Everyone's trying to find their own solution to this stale existence
This everyday madness and confusion
Searching for a way out, searching for something better
At the end of the world on the other side of that door
What is real and what's illusion?
Everyone's trying to find a solution
A structured life so full of apathy
It's their maze and we're the mice
Guess that's why we spend our lifes
Looking for a way out, looking for something better
Fuck their plans and schemes, is anything really what it seems?
What is real and what's illusion?
Everyone's trying to find the solution
Let us out of this box
We can not breathe in here, you suffocate us, manipulate us, invalidate us
Tired of living our lifes in silence
Scared to react
No longer can we keep ignoring the fact, it's up to ourselves to free our minds
Persist and the walls will fall in time
Let us out of this box
Everyone's trying to find their own solution to this stale existence
This fucking madness and confusion
Tired of living our lives in silence, let us out of this box,
tired of living our lives in silence, we can't breathe in here,
tired of living our lives in silence, you suffocate us
Manipulate us
Invalidate us
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10. |
Don't fade away
02:53
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Although we've had our differences of opinion through the years I can't deny what I am feeling in here
There are feelings I can hide within me and feelings that I can't conceal
Like the ones that are bringing on this tears
Sometimes I think that I never get to know you well enough,
never understand why you did the things you did
Although I'm part of you and you're part of me too
I just wanted you to understand that I'm
Not an echo of your life
I don't never want to forget the sound of your voice or the smile on your face
I don't want the image of you to fade away
I know we're running out of time, don't ever think I said "I love you"
This is my way of saying I do
Although we've had our differences through the years I cannot judge you,
cannot understand what I do not know
There are feelings I can hide within me and feelings that I can't conceal
But still they're so difficult to show
Sometimes I think that I never get to know you well enough,
never understand why you did the things you did
Although I'm part of you and you're part of me too
I just wanted you to understand that I'm
Not an echo of your life
I don't never want to forget the sound of your voice or the smile on your face
I don't want the image of you to fade away
I know we're running out of time, don't ever think I said "I love you"
This is my way of saying that I do
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Great man playing war like if common people just were toys
They can always buy new
So it's OK to loose a few
Religion's made the people blind, promised something they'll never find
A precious paradise
A final ride into glory
Cause when you're killing for money
The blood you spill doesn't count
How you stop this fucking madness, get them off of their high horses,
high and mighty bunch of assholes, god damn fucking hypocrites
What's the problem, they're off to Balkan
Great man playing war like if common people just were toys
They can always buy new
So it's OK to loose a few
Cause when you're killing for money
The blood that they spill
Doesn't count
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12. |
Seed of fear and anger
02:30
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All children brought into this world are born innocent
And free from prejudice, hatred and oppression
But soon their minds are screwed up by the lies
The morals and traditions of society
Soon the words they speak reflect the values of their elder
And the seed of fear and anger once again begins to grow
Once again imposed on the next generation
The only way to kill this weed is to resist
And erase the prejudice inside ourselves
And one day we might change this world
Don't let that seed of fear and anger take root
Once again imposed by the next generation
The only way to kill this weed is to resist
And erase the prejudice inside ourselves
And one day we might change this world
Yeah, one day we might change this world
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13. |
Evil part II
02:59
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Hell
Venom
Don't cry, baby don't cry
Don't shed any tears for me
Yes I'm evil
So fucking evil
He won't let my head out of me
Don't cry baby
Don't cry
Don't shed any tears for me
Baby don't shed any tears when you see me bleeding
From the scars in my face
Yes I'm evil
So fucking evil
He won't let my head out of me
Yeah, I'm evil
So fucking evil
He won't let my head out of me
Watch me please
Full moon on a
Blank sky
We don't have a lack of the whole finale [x2]
Don't cry, baby don't cry
Don't shed any tears for me
Yes I'm evil
So fucking evil
He won't let my head out of me
I'm evil
So fucking evil
He won't let my head out of me
Watch me please
Full moon on a
Blank sky
We don't have a lack of the whole finale
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La Agonía de Vivir Madrid, Spain
DIY - ANIMAL FRIENDLY - GAY POSITIVE (LGTBIQ+) - PRO FEMINIST - ANTI FASCIST record label / distro since
2005.
Madrid / Spanish state.
La Agonía de Vivir funciona como distribuidora desde el 2005 y como sello desde el 2007.
No responde a ninguna etiqueta musical, solo a lo que dictan mis principios y gustos personales (sí, la Agonía de Vivir es una sola persona).
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